deconstructure

hehe ive googled extensively on this 7600gt agp 256 mb
gainward crapage, but no answers, and ive asked in
several forums (theyre filled with these teen comp nerds)
but no answers are to be found, fine,
great, just sodding lovely, app im the ONLY one in the
universe that has this problem,
fuck i hate comps, when this one dies im deff
gonna go buy some suXbox or playstation 3,
im so tired of this, prob after prob after prob,
so far this year --
1 dead hd,
1 dead graphic card (6600gt),
1 nonworking graphic card,
1 dead ram memory card,
1 semiworking dvd burner,
and rem its not even may yet ....

restructure of comp

well, i put in my new Power supply tonight,
Klas was here too :)
Turns out it works, but the new 7600gt 256 card
doesnt, so its obviously some "monday morning
quarterback" example i got, gonna return it,
hopefully ill get another WORKING copy ffs
or ill have to start dismembering people ;)

a lagfree Eldritch

i usually gets me vids laggedup after i upload them to
youtuub, but not this time, hmm maybe finally
youtube kickedout their microsoftemployee and hired someone
who actually KNOWS computer programming??
I wonder how much "von" Eldritch practises in front of
mirrors before shooting this vid (taped in Bombay) ^^
He IS a poser, no question, but without the gayeries that usually
comes with that (cough freddie mercury cough) :-)
Hes interesting the good old Eldritch,
always stiires up argument, either "a pompous fraud who knows
jack shit about anything" or "the greatest englishman since
shakespeare" is some of the sentiments i heard about him,
but as usual i think the truth is somewhere inbetween,
nothing is black nor white,
most things are, as one knows when ones older than 14,
grey, grey IS the universal colour

reached 1000 downloads now

1008 to be exact, so many people have downloaded
my doom3 shotgun mod hehe ;)
kinda ironic that i atm cannot play doom3
with my default OLD fx5600 card and 512 ram,
okay i CAN play doom3 (and RoE) but since i used
to have a fps around 60-70, and now i have a tenth of
that, ie it lags like the dogs own bollocks,
well, no point in playing : I

fire in my house!!!!!

currently, theres a couple of firetrucks just outside
my window, on the street (i can almost reachout thru
the window and touch it) and my nextdoor neighbours
door i wide open, not sure whats going on in there,
but theres this immense high db sound going on in
there, i guess its not a huge fire, or theyd prob evac
us all, this is the second time theres been some
fire emergency in this house, about 10 years ago
there was a small fire on second floor hmmm
interesting

np

cure - join the dots 4 cd box set

theres some immensly great stuff on this
compilation,
also playing The Clash "London calling"
and i also found some old mp3s on some cd
with Merry Thoughts, their render of Stooges'
"I wanna be your dog" kick ass! Hmm wonder whatever
happened with them
My own Sisters of Mercy compilation entitled
"Gonzoid amphetamine is filfth (1980-1985)"
with the 30 first released A/B-sides, extra tracks etc
is also in my winamp (nubs uses microshite windows media
player)
(note that the link for Gonzoid is to a Wiki info page on
early Sisters activities/releases/members etc,
if i ever release a torrent of that compilation i may,
or may not, post a link, filesharing is, as we know, illegal
(well actually it IS NOT illegal )
and who am I to steal cash from the likes of that semiretarded
danish drummer from that metallica band, or Madonna,
its not like theyre already
are bathing in millions and millions of dollars ...)

perfect MILF

Dr Cuddy in "House" would be
THE MILF hehe
'nuff said :p

new FLA album

i listened to the new FLA album,
"Fallout", been waiting for it for 6 months,
and it wasnt worth the wait,
filled with sucky, crappy "dance mixes"
which i doubt any FLA fan will enjoy,
I for one totally did not,
the only good thing was those three brandnew tracks
of "Electric dreams", "Unconscious" amd "Armageddon"
coupled with those two alternate versions of
"Lowlife" and "Unleashed", "Reprobate" and
"Dominion" respectively, so that makes 5 tracks
of 12 allinall, hmm guess that makes for a 3.5 of 10
grade, one of the lowest ever for any FLA album,
the only really worse album by them is,
obviously, the 1994 "Millennium", filled with rap (!!!)
and the contemporary gayness of its time ie "Crossover"-music
that was popular around then, okay so Krupps had a couple of
good tracks around that time, but in general crossover sucks
Hmm i think i need a doze of "Tactical Re-Strucuture",
my own collection of FLA mixes ^^

totalhata datorer

hmmmmmm after spending about 300 bucks
on a new card and a new powersupply,
i now have 512 less ram, not bad for such amount
of cash huhh :/
Turns out it didnt work to install it,
looks like one of my ram vards was toast,
either it got fried when i installed the new powersupply
or it was busted just before, i dont know,
anyhow i wanna thank Klas who helped me out
in his busy schedule of ummm whatever he is doing atm ^^
Were both fairly sure, the new powersupply DOES work
but as we installed it, it didnt work, it loaded to BIOS settings
but then it stopped, but now that i removed/exchanged the
two ram cards i have, my comp works with the original
powersupply, so we will retry this soon now that we know
its the fawlty (towers) ramcard that was he culprit,
im fairly sure it WILL work with a new powersupply and my new
7600gt fffs :p

well, heeere goes nothin'

bought a needed powersupply today, a 550 watt one,
i know sodall about replacing powersupplies,
dont know if it even fits, this might be my last
post for quite some time ...

closet removals, [best] swedish lyrics, Paradise Lost

lets start with the second part of that header
shall we, people generally hail Kent,
Lars winnerbäck, Bellman and Cornelis Wreeswijk
of writing best Swedish lyrics, which is horsecrap,
best lyrics is written by Eddie Bengtsson !
And i also like "800 grader" by Ebba Grön,
oldtime Swedish punkband led by Thåström,
hes sorta known internationally

Page (ie Eddies band duh) "Tiden Går" --
"Man föds med gråt och skrik
och ingen av barnen e den andra lik
Man har pappas ögon och mammas mun
men den övriga kroppen den e späd och tunn
Månader går och du kan prata och stå
där inga tänder fanns har du plötsligt två
du kan leka hela dan och äta mosad banan
Rätt va de e så kan du hoppa och gå

Tiden den går och du ser åren rinna iväg..

Så börjar du skolan lär dig matte och fysik
biologi får dig att tänka på erotik
Det tar slut med en flickvän men du blir kär igen
ni vill ha mer och mer så ni får gifta er
Sen när skolan e slut ska du i arbetslivet ut
Du vill va glad och rik men du får jobb i en fabrik
och din fru e med barn och får gå hemma hela dan
Du som nyss var så ung har blivit gammal och tung

Tiden den går och du ser åren rinna iväg.."

a whole life summarized in one tune ;)
Okay it isnt Ian Curtis nor Oscar Wilde quality
exactly, but Eddie Bengtsson (Swedens most underrated
song/lyrics-writer ever) writes these "små guldkorn"
about kinda trivial things, which i kinda like : )

Hugh laurie rules as Gregory House in House !
Finally someone has noticed, besides me that is,
that hes a good actor and given him lead role
in a series, ok so its in a hospital enviro BUT its NOT
like that totally awful, hideous and utter GAY ER crap
series, anyhow without Hugh this series wouldnt be a tenth
as good, thats fer sure, but as said its nice that the constant
sidekick to Black Adder got his own series :D
He was good as the Prince Regent in Black Adder 3,
Lt George in Black Adder 4 (I doubt anyone could
portrait a semiretarded stupid slightly over middleclass
kinda englishman as he did there ;) ) and of course
as Jeeves in Jeeves & Wooster series, based on the books
by PG Wodehouse (i used to have a couple of those
but they vanished hmmmm, maybe I should call
Hercule Poirot huh)

Now playing --
Paradise Lost -
"Reflection"
a compilation of their first six albums,
spanning a decade of a band with an exciting
evolution from their 'Metallica-ish' first releases
into their more electronicish stuff from "One Second"
and"Host" (two immensly great albums ffffs !!)

hell above water

ie Curve (hell above water is my fav
by Curve), from the "Way of Curve"
compilation, has a nice set of good tunes,
Ten little girls, Die like a dog,
Horror head, Fait accompli,
Missing link, On the wheel,
Arms out, Sigh, What a waste [w Ian Dury],
the only thing it lacks is the extended
version of Fait accompli,
im also playing the new
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club album,
its fairly good, soo much better than their last one,
Howl, that one sucked so deeply

so now im a "beta-tester" again, but this time it
isnt for Counterstrike, 2001-2002 i helped a
talented modeler/skinner called Peril with some
hacks/models/skins for CS,
i remember his silenced Glock he did,
ubercool, with a working LAM
[light amplification module] ie a red laserlike light,
i remember how THaT killed off my fps,
was on my former puter with a umm 8mb card hehe ;)
i got sent to me a manuscript for a book by
Charlie entitled "The haunted kingdom",
will read it this weekend,
im sure it will be great ! :D

cards and suspicious Google beahviour

well, i cant really afford it, but i ordered my new geforce,
a 7600 gt, a 7600 gs is a little less expensive,
but its almost neglileable in price, around 25-30
bucks, but the performance is not neglieable
in comparrison, its way better, in the game
Prey a gs got 28 fps, while the gt got 72,
thats how big diff it is

dont know if its shown here, but i changed my mailaddy
regarding this site, thanks to "temp inbox" plugin
for Mozilla, im getting suspicious towards Google,
theres an increasing number of alarm reports how they
manage their info about us, the people who uses Google,
Google rules when it comes to being a search engine
but i dont trust their policies, thats why i dont use Gmail,
they store EVERY piece of info about the user,
so it is a very debatable topic, apparently the cookie
one gets everytime one uses Google searchengine lasts
to year 2048 (!), thats not a practical issue tho
since every cookie i have, incl temp files etc etc gets
removed when i click down the webbrowser, but why
does Google need the cookie to have THAT longevity???
HMMMMMMMMMM

new wp

heh

well i cant say im flooded with dough,
but im gonna invest in a new card soon,
looks like its gonna be this one --

card

wont buy it from that site tho, ive found it
cheaper on another site ;)

wtf

its saturday and i have NO liquor, no whiskey
not even a beer wtf, this sucks Taylor Rains backside
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

now playing -- The Mission -
"Anthology, Phonogram Years 2cd",
hey it starts off with my alltime fav Mission song,
which is, obviously, "Serpent's Kiss" :D
Wayne Hussey, the singer, is the cunt that Eldritch
disposed off back in 1986, then he (Wayne) tried to
startup a band called "Sisterhood" which sounds
just a TAD alike The Sisters of Mercy, so Eldritch
got pissed off, but instead of doing what would be
common ie sue Waynes tight butt,
he startedup his own Sisterhood and then
quickly released one single "Giving ground"
and one album, "Gift", the interesting fact is
that Wayne got to review Edlritch' Sisterhood album
for some UK mag (prob NME, total suckage
of a mag) and he didnt get the fact WHY it was
even released in the first place, hes THAT
dumbassed ^^ Okay hes a fairly good singer and
The Mission did a cpl of nice songs, but, well,
its a tad too much Sisters of Mercy "delight",
but if i must recommend ONE
album, id easily choose "The First Chapter",
sorta minialbum
released shortly after the debut
"God's Own Medicine", theres a cpl of nice "mellow"
tracks on the third album
"Carved In Sand", but for the love of God
stay the fack away from their second album "Children",
man that one just plain suck!

scans and telia suckage

nice tee huh ?? ;) a friend of Thomas has a printing shop,
he owed me a favour so he made this tee, its a limited edition
promo tee for my site :O (only 10 copies)
Looks good on Linda i think, although i made a poor scan lol ^^

Havent been able to check my telia mails since they
are a bunch of sissymarys who cant fix computer
server problems at all, kinda like microshite,
its even on text-telly, app a million customers
hasnt been able to login to their accounts since last night,
and were talking about the biggest supplier of it services in
Sweden, interesting thats always the biggest companies that suck
the most (telia, microshite, tele2vision ((formerly known as,
yup, Kabelvision, THE most useless company EVER))

"greed the barbarians..."

well since my hd committed Seppuku on my ass
the other week, i had to reupload a lot of music,
used to have like 90-100 gb in my hd with mp3s,
now i have like a mere 10 gb ffs, so ive uploaded a LOT
the last cpl of days, havent played so much DooM3 as i
wanted since my card also seppuku-ed (hmm) on me,
so now im on the original fx5600 lmao, from
a Ferrari or Maserati to a 160 ...... ^^
but no fear, im gonna bankrupt myself,
probably with this one hehehe ;)
Altho THIS is kinda the one id choose if i could
afford it
now playing -- Front Line Assembly
"Artificial Soldier", love "Future fail" on it
sung by Jean Luc De Meyer from Front 242,
totally genious idea to have him sing,
i dont mind Bill Leebs vocals, but hey, come on,
Jean Luc is 100 times better, his vocals was made for this
kinda music ! :-D

death

funny how its calculated exactly right,
after slightly over 2 years, just when the warranty expires,
so does most things too, my 160 gb died last month
and now the 6600gt card ....
and of course they were both slightly older than 2 years --
anyhow im gonna order some new card soon,
have my eyes on a 7600 gs silent, its only midrange
but since my wallet is kinda less than midrange as well,
i cant afford something like 8800 gtx or whatever
the top notch bitch ooops model is called,
im not gonna spend like 1000 bucks on
just a card, besides my old comp cant handle that anyhow,
cant take 100 pcg advantage of something that powerful,
would have to install at least 2 new fans as well as a small
nuclear plant to feed that sucker, too much work even IF
i could afford that mutha

Would like to take this opportunity to thank
Kenna, the hardcore dirty harry copm8 of mine
for taking the time when he was busy elsewhere
(prob some undercover stuff lol) to get around here
with an item i wanted the other day :D

spam spam spam

i found my old pw for my first telia addy
(dagenhamdan) which has been lost for like 2-3 years
but thats ok cuss i stopped using it years ago,
cuss of spam, but for fun (?) i logged in to see if i had
mails, and yup i sure did, 2161 mails, ALL spam ... Pathetic
We all know spammers are subhuman cretins with iq around
a xmas tree, but geez, IF youre gonna try to outsmart with
spam in order to get me to open it (i never open mails
if i dont know EXACTLY who sent it) at least TRY to form a
coherent english sentence, usually its something like this - -
"heres is order yor acckont affomation detalis"
sent by some bank (haha yeahriiight) or, this was very
common a year or so back,for example someone called
"Mathilda Jenkins" sent me a mail (uh uh),
and the pertaining line said "Mathilda said" and then
"re : your details", hahaha first up i never heard of a "Mathilda Jenkins",
secondly since i KNOW i never mailed anyone called "Mathilda Jenkins"
(since i never heard of any "Mathilda Jenkins") just HOW can i then get
a reply ("re") from "Mathilda Jenkins"???? lmao spammers are ssooo
retarded ;) Idiots one and all, to the hilt, those mofos will have to be
WAY more clever and smart to make me even think its not a spam
before i even consider opening it

the golden rule to not get spam in the first place
is to NEVER ever WRITE it out in a WORKING link,
for instance, hypothetical addy,
spammers_are_unbelievably_ghey@hotmail.com,
written down like this WILL give you spam, those spambots
WILL detect it, but if its written like this --
spammers_are_unbeliveably_gheyAThotmail.com
will not make you get spam, cuss its NOT a working link,
best way of publishing ones addy is to make a PICTURE
such as a.gif or.jpg containing the full adreess, including
a @, cuss those spambots cant "read" a picture,
well not as of this date anyhow, so if ones a little paranoid,
write your addy with a "AT" instead of "@"
and put it on a small picture : )

k NoW theyre on yootoob ^^

currently playing and clouseau moments

hmm today i had pancakes for dinner,
and when i was gonna go out to my (pathetically small) kitchen
i managed to hit my sodding toe in the "golvlist" (no idea about the
english translation for it, its a small part of the floor around the door
thats usually elevated like .5 inch for SOME reason or other)
and when i was gonna go "#!!"!#!"!" kinda lingo, just as i muttered the
first syllable i burped, and it was a HUGE burp hehe shame i didnt
videotaped that, talk about Kodak moment if ever ;)

np -- NIN "Year zero" leak, six tracks, but i cant say im totally
convinced about its greatness, so far "With Teeth" is superior

I uploaded some new vids to yeetoob but as usual, its so slow that
stationary nonmoving objects overtakes it frequently geeez
And a susual it was vids about my current doom modding adventures,
i took my shotgun mod and made it into the expansion Resurrection
of evil (a very underrated expansion!), changed it to semiauto because
i think its more suited/needed for that expansion with its tighter
hallways and corridors and stuff, and those new demons that comes with
it, mainly the "Vulgar" (smaller "cousin" to the Imp basically) is a quick
bastard who moves faster than what Traci Lords did when she went
down on dudes in the 80s so the semiauto comes in really handy hehe
and i tweaked the doublebarrel shotgun (also known as "Super shotgun"),
so it fires ONE shell at a time and not TWO, if a shotgun would fire
two rounds at once, the risk is very probable that the barrells will explode
in your face, so i removed that nonsense, its also new sounds to everything
and i saved the trumfcard to last, if you saw the film "Predator"
with arnold schwarneggezzegger you probably remember that
Minigun that Blain carried (if you dont rem that minigun you are NOT
worthy of even reading this, booboo away ffs you n00bass)
and the great sounds, especially that "dryfire"sound
(after Blain kinda shot down a small forest
altho that was, at the end of that sequence, Mac that was firing since Blain
got smoked) which i sampled and put into my doom mod hehehe,
suits the chaingun very good ;)