music

Front Line Assembly is due to release an album on the 20th of June,
and theres talk and rumours about a reunited
Smashing Pumpkins making a new album, which is set on release
later this fall : ) And at the moment, Depeche Mode has rereleased
three of their album which have been digitally remastered,
and in other rumours, The Cure is said to be "busy in the studio"
and with the latest Morrissey still freshly released,
its gonna be a nice musicsummer hehehe : )
And theres soon FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIPS to be
battled out, its 39 days left hehehe and also, as ususal every July,
Tour DeFrance

Credit Agricole

pornography

and no, not Audrey Hollander-kinda-pornography,
but THE CURE Pornography album, from 1982,
playing the remastered Deluxe edition that was recently released,
I doubt music can get more f@ckedup, twisted, odd, weird and
more brutal than this, from a musical point of view
its not all that complicated, straightforward riffs etc
BUT I still remember when i heard "Figurehead" for
the very first time (i believe it was slightly before
the last Tyrannosaurus Rex bite the dust) ,
that guitar chord change after the first two verses
(or 1.59 into the song) really baffled me,
somehow its a very odd change but it sounds very cool,
and theres another chord change at precisely 3.42
in it, maybe not as surprising as the first chord change, but still
very surprising *_*



FIGUREHEAD

"Sharp and open
leave me alone
and sleeping less every night
as the days become heavier and weighted
waiting
in the cold light
a noise
a scream tears my clothes as the figurines tighten
with spiders inside them
and dust on the lips of a vision of hell
i laughed in the mirror for the first time in a year

a hundred other words blind me with your purity
like an old painted doll in the throes of dance
i think about tomorrow
please let me sleep
as i slip down the window
freshly squashed fly
you mean nothing
you mean nothing

i can lose myself in chinese art and american girls
all the time
lose me in the dark
please do it right
run into the night
i will lose myself tomorrow
crimson pain
my heart explodes
my memory in a fire
and someone will listen
at least for a short while...

i can never say no to anyone but you

too many secrets
too many lies
writhing with hatred
too many secrets
please make it good tonight...
but the same image haunts me
in sequence
in despair of time

i will never be clean again
i touched her eyes
pressed my stained face
i will never be clean again

touch her eyes
press my stained face
i will never be clean again

i will never be clean again"

Youngs double chocolate stout and SOM

Lil Klas was here today and i gave him a beer he never tasted
before, the Youngs Double Chocolate Stout ,
and as I already knew beforehand, he loved it hehehe :D
Its a very tasty beer, with THE richest, most fulfilling
"aftertastes" (hmm dont know the eng word for Eftersmak)
in a beer i ever tasted :P I recommend it for anyone whos interested in beers
(ie not Bud and similar tasteless watery socalled beers)

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currently playing -
The Sisters of Mercy -
"Floodland"






"The last rock n roll hero"


L U C R E T I A MY REFLECTION
"I hear the roar of a big machine
two worlds and in between
hot metal and methedrine
I hear empire down
I hear empire down

I hear the roar of a big machine
two worlds and in between
love lost, fire at will
dum-dum bullets and shoot to kill, I hear
dive, bombers and
empire down
empire down

I hear the sons of the city and dispossessed
get down, get undressed
get pretty, but you and me
we got the kingdom, we got the key
we got the empire, now as then
we don't doubt, we don't take direction
Lucretia, my reflection, dance the ghost with me

we look hard
we look through
we look hard to see for real
such things I hear, they don't make sense
I don't see much evidence
I don't feel
I don't feel

I don't feel

a long train held up by page on page
a hard reign held up by rage
once a railroad
now it's done

I hear the roar of a big machine
two worlds and in between
hot metal and methedrine
I hear empire down

we got the empire, now as then
we don't doubt, we don't take reflection
Lucretia, my direction, dance the ghost with me "

depeche 1989-1990

is a compilation im in the middle
of making atm, various singles and bsides
plus a couple from Violator, heres the dead certs -
*World In My Eyes (album)
*Dangerous (sensual mix, bside of P jesus)
*Halo
*Clean
*Personal Jesus (Pump mix, way superior over the lame album mix)
*Enjoy the Silence (album)
*Policy of Truth (album)
*Personal Jesus (acoustic, it was the very first mix of that song I
ever heard, fall of 1989 on the Marcel Vanthilt show on MTV,
Marcel was the guy who were always swinging his arms around,
alongside Ray Cokes they were the only reason i was watching MTV,
although it was always nice to behold the Danish uberbabe called
Maiken Wexo hehehe)
*World In My Eyes (Dan Miller remix)

Well, there ya go, those are deff going onto that CD,
then well see which other tracks will go alongside them =)

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"Let me take you on a trip
Around the world and back
And you won't have to move
You just sit still
Now let your mind do walking
And let my body do the talking
Let me show you the world in my eyes

I'll take you to the highest mountain
To the depths of the deepest sea
We won't need a map, believe me
Now let my body do the moving
And let my hands do the soothing
Let me show you she world in my eyes

That's all there is
Nothing more than you can feel now
That's all there is

Let me put you on a ship
On a long, long trip
Your lips close to my lips
All the islands in the ocean
All the heaven's in the motion
Let me show you the world in my eyes

That's all there is
Nothing more than you can touch now
That's all there is

Let me show you the world in my eyes "

hmmmmm

hmm feel kinda off and weird lately,
sleeping bad and shite, if i didnt know better
id assume i was, maybe a little, depressed or something
hmmmmmmmm

FLA

according to rumours here and there,
Front Line Assembly is due out soon
(late may/early June) with a brandnew album ffs !! :-P
The name i got was "Artificial Soldier",
apparently Jean Luc DeMeyer (Front 242)
is gonna participate on it (i just assume its gonna
be some singing) so this is going to be immensly interesting !! ^_^

In the meantime im playing my own compilation
of FLA, with about half the tracks remixed by me hehehe :-O
Incl Barcode, Replicant, Prophecy, Mindphaser,
Predator, Condemned, Circuitry, Target etc etc

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Was shopping with Patrik today and I saw that
Siba (only ufo-s and bonafied retards shop at On-Off)
has lowered the price on "Resurrection of Evil"
into exactly half, so i think ill buy it soon :D
when i browsed for a good link i stumbled onto this -
"Keywords: first-person / futuristic / techno / horror / shooter
lol

amazing

Steam, something that the nazis would have loved
has now bought up the popular mod (!) for Halflife 2 called
Garys mod, which means that if you wanna play that mod
you actually have to PAY for it .... Interesting, cuss a mod
is something fans of a game develops, on their spare time and for free,
but if one has to pay for playing mods, then the whole concept is
perverted, i guess its logic that Gabe (owner of Valve who developed
Halflfie series and founded Steam), the online equivalent of Josef Stalin
and the Soviet Communist Party, wants to own EVERYTHING, hmmmm he prob
drives a BMW, smalldicked dudes usually has to show off
and compensates for the "lack of equipment", its very common,
its a real sad day for the mod community all over the world
when the owners of games starts to interfere and wants to
control the mods that people duss,
Steam is excellent in that perspective, the ONLY thing lacking
in it for it to be the Big Brother Ultimate Instrument, is the CAMERA,
im amazed people are so unintelligent they cant see that,
o well their loss, and if Steam somehow becomes a prog that one
must have on one sputer to play ANY games at all, ill only be
playing pirated games cuss Steam is NEVER gonna be on my puter,
i have integrity and i dont peel on that for any game at all,
its immensly basic - Steam = anti-gamer

cure

currently playin -
The Cure -
Join the dots 1978-2001 (4 cd box, b-sides, rarities etc),
has my alltime fav Bside (not VERY surprising
since every bside ever is on this box hehe)
and also my alltime fav song by The Cure, "Burn"

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" i lift my hands from touching you
to touch the wind that whispers through
this twilight garden
turns into a world
where dreams are real

no-one will ever take your place
i am lost in you
no-one will ever take your place
so in love with you..."

interestin pic ..

Per Ledin = coward c@nt

when one plays like he duss, then hes a
coward c@nt, all he duss on the ice is
to crosscheck players in the back, spears them
etc, but what separates him from others that
plays like that, is his cowardice,
when someone duss to him what he duss to others,
duss he "shake it off", pick up his helmet and
contie playing? Nope, he lays on the ice like some
sissy italian footie players, he usually gets up after
the referee has blown his whistle, and THAT
IS COWARDICE in a nutshell,
so plz dont come with that LAME bs analogue
"Ledin is a new Samuelsson" cuss he isnt,
he isnt even close to Ulf ffs,
Ulf was a dirty hardhitter of a player
who never gave a break and never asked for one either,
Ulf is in a complete different division than the
coward c@nt Ledin
Its that simple

Krupps

and not the german war-crimes convicted Stahlwerk
industry, but the band with same name ;)
Playing my own compilation, which includes
*To the hilt (Jocke Skog of Clawfinger remix)
*Crossfire (MrD Reremix, MrD is me hehe)
*Fatherland
*Language of reality (Charlie Clouser remix)
*Germaniac - the very last hyperelectronic song they ever did
*Bloodsuckers (remix)
*Fatherland (Andrew Eldritch mix)
*Scent (Pheromone mix by FLA)
*Black beauty white heat
*Inside out (remix)
e t c

"...no making friends, no human contact with the
germans, who by the warcrimes they have committed,
place themselves outside of the society of
civilized nations ....."

BIOS

Hmmm i cant mess with my BIOS, and I mean in
a mechanical way (beep-beep-beep at upstart, little Klas
now wha i mean), but by just adjusting some settings
in BIOS at startup, i changed the upstarttime by at least
an estimated 400-500 percent faster, and of course some minor
adjustments in the registry,
i also removed the Microcrap Java and put in the REAL Java
(everything Microshite in my puter i can remove
or replace, i will!)

effin typical

2 days after i exported my doom mod i discovered
a lil bug in it, nada major tho but when one triggers
a special scripted event ingame, it reverts back to desktop,
the cause of that malfunc was actually not my fault,
its hard to explain wo getting 2 technical (i know
lilla Pytte will just LUV my use of the numerical 2 instead of
the letters "too" hehe, hes a teach and very particulate about this stuff :) )
but the flaw was in the Double pistols scripts, and i dont have the energy
to rescript the whole dbl pistol mod, so i simply deleted it from my mod,
and now it works just fine ! =)

bbc and Dirty Harry (hmm)

currently playin -
Joy Division
Complete BBC Recordings

"Perverse and unrealistic,
trying to make it all stick,
I can see it getting harder,
Hollow now im burned out,
all i need to do is break out,
I cant see it getting higher"

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Was at Kennas place today to fix his puter
a lil, i forced him to install Mozilla (why on earth would
ANY1 use the crappy piece of kick-me-in-my-bollocks-plzz
crapage known as internet explorer then??)
and i tweaked it a lil too, should be way faster now :D

JAMC

currently playing -
The Jesus and Mary Chain -
"Darklands"


and if you walk away
i can't take it
but that's the way that you are
and that's the things that you say
but now you've gone too far
with all the things you say
get back to where you come from
i can't help it
under the april skies
under the april sun
sun grows cold
sky gets black
and you broke me up
and now you won't come back
shaking hand, life is dead
and a broken heart
and a screaming head
under the april sky

Kraftwerk clock

or close to it is running in my taskbar, ie at the bottom right
instead of the usual gay microcrap clock, im using
a custom prog (Alfaclock), which i customized with
some nice fonts from the Kraftwerk
"Computer welt" album hehe

Interpol and Joy Division

it always amazes me, people who claims that "Intepol
is the best band ever!!" and then it turns out they dont know
JOY DIVISION ... The dude of Interpol sounds exactly like
the lead singer of Joy D aka Ian Curtis, but of course without the
eternal magic and charisma of Ians voice, but anyhow
theyre ok, they have a couple of good tracks, "Evil" is one,
"Slow hands" is another, but if you try to compare Interpol
with Joy Division, then youll fail, those aforementioned songs
are ok, but put up against "Transmission", "Dead Souls",
"Passover", "Twentyfour Hours", "Heart and Soul",
"Shes Lost Control", "Colony" and "Love Will Tear Us Apart"
you just laugh

My Doom 3 mod exported

Was at Klas today, we installed Doom 3 and then we
installed my superb mod too, Ive made some changes
as he requested, some of the weps has way higher damage now,
and huge, specialdesigned lights (by me) to almost
all of the guns, i guess little Klas wont be needing to have someone
to hold his hand when he plays now ;)
The first thing he said when we fired it up was
"kan jag fuska nu?" with a huge smile, kinda looked like a
7-yearold on xmas day ("kan jag fuska nu" means "can i use cheats now")
lol , yes you can cheat now, and you can cheat soo much youvenever
cheated before, spawn 1, 5, 15 or why not 50 allied marines to
aid you, maybe one of them can hold your hand when you walk
those long dark, o wait, not dark, the opposite actually,
those long highly litup areas ;)
Have phun ffs !! :p

ghey trojan attempts

hahaha i was kinda surfin for ummmmmm
pics that wouldnt be approved by the christian right of usa
when all of a sudden i got this popup wanting me to download
free pronmovie (ya like id be THAT tarded as to dl or view
stuff from such sites!) but before i had a chance to clickdown
that popup (never ever click the NO box cuss thats the same as clicking
the YES box, just simply click in right corner to remove it)
my newly-installed antivirus warned me, so i guess my new antivirus
is fully functional :) Nice, now i dont have to have my old Norton
anylonger, Norton may be the best but its also the most CPU-hungry
of em all

i have too much freetime ...

Never had so many so few, to thanks, for so much"
is a famous speech by Churchill (if you say you dont know who
that is, heres a link ) which can be slightly altered into this -
"Never had so many so few, to damn for so much" -
President Bush / The american people

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currently playing -
Front Line Assembly -
Mindphaser (The Reclamation Retouched Betruger Remix)
muhahahaha !

hehehe

Frölunda won the second final game
with 6-1 against the Färjestad mofos
1-1 all in all, looks like an interesting series up ahead :-)
Aftonhoran link

in Electricitas Veritas

currently im all "försynthigad" (Patrik knows what i mean ;D)
cuss i gotten hold of a torrent which had all the singles, remixes, bsides etc
with Depeche from 1987 - 2006 hehehehe, heres looking at you fuhrer Ponten :-D
Ok i already had about 98 percent of it but now i dont have to rip
everything into my hd, almost have everything tho hmmmm
anyhow its nice to have it in same kps ( :

music makes my heart pump blood

and at present its Electronic ,
I especially like the second album "Raise the
Pressure", I always had a certain, undefined
vomitalert for those monstrous supergroups,
but Electronic is the (only) exception,
consisting of Johnny Marr and Bernard Sumner,
the former is ex-The Smiths guitargod/songwriter
and the latter is singer of New Order (and, of course,
guitarist of JOY DIVISION), they have made, so far,
three albums and i recommend the second and the third
"Twisted Tenderness"

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In other immensly shocking news we find that
Patrik, a mate of mine whos working as a teach,
is playing HalfLife .... Hes kinda the very last of all people I know
of that id ever expect to play Halflife (or any pc game whatsoever) ... !
Buf of course NOONE has ever played Halflife if they havent
played it with MY mod I have for it hehehehe ;) Same goes for
Doom3 (esp much since thats the mod i put most effort into),
Far Cry and Soldier of Fortune 2, I also have unfinished stuff
for Return to Castle Wolfenstein, Swat 3 and some other shit,
when i get my own domain (and 500 mb of storage) I may upload it
alongside mp3s of my old band Clan H and some other stuff as well

torrents w password = retardation

why the hell do some idiots
password-protect the films they then loadup as torrents??
How iq-liberated can one get??
Talk about some serious noobs

cable probs

ive been having a lot of connection probs lately,
so i called my isp handler, and they told me
that in the latest 20 hours, my modem lost touch
with base 60 (!) times ... Im sure thats some sort of
record, im the dude with the most lame and gay
connection in the world, theres bums in pakistan
with smoother connections than me, theres swineherds in
southern china with better more reliable connections than me
and im sure theres some aboriginal tribesmen
in Australia, whos never heard of the internet,
with better lines than me ...
Nice innit

depeche - never let me down (aggro mix)

is what im listening to right now, both as mp3
and as my music for Doom3 hehehehe,
easily the best DM song ever =)
I can totally see why both smashing pumpkins
and the mission made covers of it